BLAH BLAH! (:
i'm finally back to blogg after weeks.
yes my blog's dead.
the gbk's dead.
but phew, im not dead AS YET.
this is going to be a kinda long one.
so DONT READ THIS.
school's officially re-opened.
and yes i mean the homework stuffs.
how nice is it to have a pressurizing chi tchr?
i mean like
phwoarrr when she talks the
whole class becomes quiet.
everyone is so freakked out by her okay.
and everyone does her homework with much effort.
why?
she's a freakinggly strict teacher.
okay maybe not exactly but she's scary.
HURRRR.
and yupps im starting to feel the pressure of sec 2.
esp. when you see your classmates' work.
oh my god like that larhs.
everyone's work is like
manns
peer pressure that is.
yupps this is the first time ever in my life
i've ever really loved weekends.
and french lesson's horrid.
the tchr babbles on and on in french
and sometimes we dont know what
exactly he's talking about.
HEMMM OKAY.
but at least before every lesson
me and ziqin crapp alot.
talking about everything under the sun.
talking about heart-wrenching things.
talking about many things.
it helps alot you know.
especially when im horribly CONFUSED.
someone kill me please.
i feel like dying.
im suffocated.
im thinking.
thinking real hard.
what jeekok said during history is true.
i almost cried listening to him.
being a teenager sucks.
breaking down is just so common.
this is so irritating.
i just hate school now.
other than studies.
there are personal reasons.
i just feel like smacking myself.
pressure pressure pressure in school.
peer pressure.
friendship pressure.
seperation from best friends pressure.
i miss my mentor. )):
i miss my SUNSHINE. )):
i miss those times. )):
oh please.
and school's so hectic i dont get time
to write letters.
yeah right.
im depressed.
im just horrified.
breaking down doesnt help.
does it?
but it's better than bottling it all up.
i wish everything would be just like before.
the wall's building up.
i feel weird around.
kill me now , please.
